石头 / Stone by Yeng Pway Ngon
石头
英培安
没有人能了解我与你的亲密
了解我们相依的体温
你身上有我的汗和泪
我身上粘着你
粗犷的
体味
你是我亲密的伴侣
你是我的责任
我的承担
我从山脚艰苦地把你往山顶推移
已知道你会一次又一次地
滚回山脚。而我也知道
只有你
聆听我艰辛的脚步
沉重的呼吸
只有你见证
我的失望与颓丧
执着和勇气
每次我回到山脚
细心检验上一回留下的足迹
重新推动你,我总是
无怨无悔
我不孤独。我有林木
苍空、骄阳、星月、暴雨
以及一起体验快乐与艰辛的
你
没有人了解我与你
天长地久的爱
肌肤的亲密
没有人了解
日夜紧贴着你对抗这荒谬
是我们存在的
意义
Stone
Written by Yeng Pway Ngon
Translated by Shelly Bryant
no one can understand the intimacy between us, you and me
the warmth we share
your body, carrier of my sweat and tears
and I cling to you,
your rough
scent
you, my closest companion
my responsibility
my burden
I laboriously push you from the foot of the mountain
towards the peak
knowing that you will roll back
to the foot
again
and
again
and I know
that only you
hear the strain in my footsteps
the weight of my breath
only you see
my disappointment, my collapse
my persistence, my courage
each time I return to the foot of the mountain
I inspect the traces of my last steps
then push you again
all
without complaint or regret
I am not alone – I have the forest
the vast sky, the burning sun, the stars and moon, the brutal rain
and you, who share my joy
and my hardship
no one understands the timeless love
between us, you and me
the intimacy of skin and flesh
no one understands
that clasping you day and night
defying this absurdity
is the meaning
of our existence
Published in Stone 石头 (2020)
英培安 Yeng Pway Ngon (1947-2021) is a Cultural Medallion recipient (2003), S.E.A. Write Award recipient (2013), three-time Singapore Literature Prize winner (2004, 2008, 2012), one of Singapore’s most distinguished Chinese-language poets, and a novelist and critic in Singapore, Malaysia, Hong Kong and Taiwan. Having written for more than 50 years, Yeng has made immense contributions to the Singapore Chinese literary scene. His works are deeply existential and universal, examining human concerns and failings that are timeless and relatable.
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